Help. Sabotage?

When I get so close to finishing or getting something or if I tell people about something I plan on doing, it never seems to happen. Why? Am I sabotaging myself? I don't feel like I am but what else would it be? For example, I could have bet another client's weight loss timeline. I was so set on it. I could do it! I was so excited and then I didn't! Why? Is it something subconscious that I'm doing to myself? Now, I fear that I am doing it again with this competition. Just like this weekend... Arg, so frustrating.
I know many people are afraid of accomplishing something or feel like they are not worth it, but I am. Im not afraid to win or succeed at all. I love passing off and accomplishing things. But why does this happen? Am I doing this to myself?
Does anyone have any insight?

Well, today was a great day though I am extremely tired. I did 1hr on the stairs, training with Danny, then another 1hr on the stairs. It's time for an EARLY bedtime.

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    By Christina B. on March 02, 2011 4:48am

    I sometimes have the same thoughts of "I don't deserve to do this" or "how can I do this and be so selfish when others around me are going to be unhealthy". We overthink things too much. Just stay here with us, we are like-mided people and while we may have different individual goals, we all have the same ultimate goal of being healthy & happy. Stay with us, get your feelings out and we will all help each other. Stay positive!!!!!
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    By PolarBear on March 01, 2011 9:07pm

    I've read that sometimes when we tell others what we intend to do, we are subconsciously looking for their approval. I think if you just keep in mind that you are doing this for you, even though other people may also benefit from it, then you might not feel the need to look to others. I know this goes against what some gurus will tell you, but I'd rather get the results first, rather than stress over what I told someone else I would do. Just my 2 cents. TC