Can I vent right now?....
I am so frustrated, stressed, overwhelmed, angry, emotional, depressed, what else can I think of?! I just want to cry!!!!
*My body hurts and generally all over aches and feels like CRAP from my back hurting. I feel nauseous from the pain.
*I am so tired still from being sick last week. I don't think I'm over that yet and have to take afternoon naps.
*I have scout crap that I have slacked on and am going to regret, I'm sure.
*My house looks like a tornado hit it and I don't have the energy to clean it.
*The kids are driving me nuts! Ryan won't do his work at school or spends 25min in the bathroom there or is standing on desks & starting food fights (not to mention the Principle caught him during his food fight)! He has also started screaming bloody murder when he doesn't get his way (see he's not always the happy smiling child you all see at church, etc) Trey is so emotional I'm going to scream. Emily whines about doing anything.
*Mark is gone all the time because of busy season (which is fine but I miss him) and it's always an adjustment.
*I'm trying to do this competition and I'm struggling. I haven't been able to go to the gym last week and food wasn't the best because of being sick. I'm finally getting back and eating right but slowly. However, yesterday I did the stairs for about 40min and I think that didn't help my back. ARG! I sure hope that it gets better soon because I need to get back on those stairs for an hour! I am sooooo frustrated!
*Then I'm trying to put the Lord first in everything and and and... I don't know. I think I'm doing good there but I don't know maybe not....
I'm going to the temple. Good bye.
This is my long awaited journey to a new freedom. Freedom from this un-needed excess tissue called flubber. I have learned so very much in the previous years about myself and most importantly about others and how they feel. I truly understand the "inner feelings of man". Now I am ready to learn some more while becoming a better me! All thanks to my Awesome Family, Fabulous Friends & the Best Trainer ever, my friend, Danny Johnson! www.dannyjfitness.com
Future ME

"THE MORE DEFINITION SHE ACHIEVES IN HER MUSCLES THE MORE DEFINED SHE BECOMES AS A PERSON" -American Sporting Goods Corp copyright 1999
Awesome Ends with ME
- Rachel
- I have been a wife to a wonderful supportive husband for the last 12 yrs. A mother of 3 FABulous kids for the past 10 yrs. I am privileged to be able to stay home with them. Though I stay home I am VERY busy between life, family & church. And LOVING (almost) every minute :oD
Just remember that you aren't alone...I think we all go through these times where we feel like everything is going wrong and we can't get back on top of our life! Great decision to just forget it all and go to the temple!!!
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